Sunday, January 03, 2010

Thanks Kevin.

This may just be what happens on my day off. I get swept up in remembering her. Most people like alone time, I don't. I think it strange that people get lost in their head and enjoy exploring it in the quiet. I am thinking all the time, and only shut off when reading or watching something. I rather have your company and examine your ideas, because I always have mine. My friend talks about being alone in public. I don't know if that is a real thing.

Liza's mom didn't want the new year, because her daughter does not exist in 2010. I didn't think of it in that way.

I don't do resolutions, but not because I can't keep them. Getting better as a human being should be something that we constantly pursue (I am not saying that I always do). The new year is about renewal. It's a start.

I have inventory to finish. I have an apartment to clean. I have trips to prepare for.

I miss her. Sometimes I am afraid to see the people that we were both friends with. Why aren't we allowed to talk about her?